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[Feb. 15th, 2007|04:47 pm] |
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"May angels lead you in." |
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[Jan. 12th, 2007|03:01 pm] |
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"Nursing Technician
Women's and Children's Services(1 West)
Upper Chesapeake Medical Center, Bel Air, MD
Full-time 80 Hrs./Bi-Weekly/11p.-7:30a./Every other weekend
Night shift"
I want this job:-/
They posted it out....I'm nervous.... |
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[Aug. 22nd, 2006|04:14 pm] |
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My heart feels lighter. If that makes any sense. |
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[Aug. 17th, 2006|09:26 am] |
i'm in love with a dream.
i can feel fall coming. |
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[Jan. 24th, 2006|12:29 pm] |
Today.
I am no longer in my teens. |
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[Oct. 25th, 2005|03:55 pm] |
Things im excited about:
Going back to school
The library
Seeing GraceFace at one of the Rolling Reader stops
Many little projects I've created for myself at work
Making a difference
The future
Becoming a librarian
Thinking about becoming a Library Administrator
Jesus
Sundays. Football, homemade meal, relaxation, church.
Its FALL!
A trip.
Gilmore Girls.
Buying a new coat and sweaters.
Cleaning the house.
Getting a new bed(I hope). |
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[Sep. 7th, 2005|02:09 pm] |
MY BROTHER IS GETTING MARRIED!
And I'm super excited. |
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[Jul. 21st, 2005|04:54 pm] |
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scared? absolutely. |
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[Jan. 24th, 2005|04:07 pm] |
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Its snowing on my birthday again. Thats the best gift ever. |
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[Jan. 24th, 2005|10:05 am] |
Today is the first day of classes.
Today I am nineteen.
Today I get to see all of my family.
Today I am in love.
Today I am quite a happy girl. |
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[Jan. 19th, 2005|12:30 pm] |
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Its SNOWING!! I'm sooo happy right now. I hope it snows again on my birthday(the 24th) like last year...That was the most beautiful snow I've ever seen. |
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| Guess what, baby, ready or not |
[Jan. 19th, 2005|10:00 am] |
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Things have been feeling rather strange to me lately. My home feels weird to me. The thought of where I might be one year from now. My office. Sudden anxious feelings. I don't know. It seems like theres a great deal of change going on though I'm not exactly sure how or why. Does that make sense? Probably not. Kevin got a dog this weekend. Shes sweet as can be...though I still have a little bit of fear in me. I suppose I just don't understand the behavior of dogs since I haven't ever lived with one...I'm trying. It feels weird though to go over there and see her. The only dog I've ever really been around has been Brady(Sarah Beth's dog). I'm not quite used to them. With time, with time. I really want a cat. I've always wanted one. I do believe Kev is allergic to them though which is a bummer. Soon Jared will also be living with Kev. Which is also kind of weird to me. The Ruth household is emptying out. My parents are pretty set on moving to Texas and retiring there...and it'll probably happen very soon.. I plan on staying here. Though, I really hate the idea of them being so far away. I heard mom talking last night about how depressing it would be to not be able to see her kids and their families. Maybe its all the growing thats occuring....maybe thats what feels so weird. Second semester of college. The boys leaving home. Mom and Dad ACTUALLY leaving Maryland. Justin and Nicole have marriage in mind. I'll be out on my own soon. My house, where I grew up, is going to be empty. Though hardly anyone lives there aside from my parents anyway. It felt odd and uncomfortable the past few days to sleep in my own bed. I'm so used to Kevin's. The way the mattress feels. The warmth of the blankets. My pillow that I've slept on for years is at his house too. I didn't fall asleep to the television. Or wake up to a song playing on the menu screen of the dvd we watched the night before. I couldn't scoot back a few inches and feel his back against mine. The snooze button wasn't pressed 5 times. Though I love my home and the comfort I find there, I like the comfort of another home. Especially since I will soon have to leave my childhood home for good.. |
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[Jan. 6th, 2005|07:19 pm] |
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I'm quite happy at this moment in time. I've been training to be a circulation sub at work. Its nice to be able to do that and still be a page. Its like having two jobs. Well, actually, it is having two jobs.. My circulation supervisor told me today that one of the girls in circulation will be on maternity leave for three months starting in March...and I get to have all of her hours...on top of my current hours as a page. I'm quite excited about this! I love working. I love both of my jobs. The experience and money are a couple perks aside from the just genuine joy I find at work. Is that weird? Most people seem to hate their jobs. Anyway, its nice to step up from where I've been for the past 3 years. I'm putting together a portfolio of the "supervisor" work I've been doing. In about one year, I will be qualified to be a page or circulation supervisor. That is also exciting to me. I have a clear map of where I want to go...and if the position I want isn't yet available, there are plenty of other equally nice ones in the system. Yeah, so work is absolutely faaaaabulous. My family is oh so wonderful. Kevin is amazing. My house is beautiful. And life is just....nice. Very nice indeed.... |
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| new years will bring me to you |
[Jan. 2nd, 2005|12:40 pm] |
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this weekend was much needed and well enjoyed. kevin, justin, nicole, and i left thursday for ocean city. i think i like the beach best in the winter, oddly. it was so cold new years eve but the water looked so beautiful and it was quite nice to walk along the sand... it was a simple, relaxing trip. 2004 was a pretty crazy year. i have a lot to look forward to this year...and i'm hoping/praying for the best...
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[Dec. 25th, 2004|07:27 pm] |
Happy Birthday, Jesus.
And God bless everyone. |
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[Dec. 24th, 2004|09:49 pm] |
this christmas i thank the Lord for the amazing people in my life. first and foremost, my family. who have never once thought to turn their back on me no matter what. they've kept me strong and have let me help them with their battles as well. they have really helped to make who i am. and help me grow every day. i treasure all of the time i have spent with them for the past few months...even with the occassional argument. words can't explain how what amazing friends my brothers(jared especially) have been to me. i have had much to figure out, and the most important people in my life to lean on. the best friends i could ever have. secondly i thank sarah beth and ian marshall for knowing me so well. they are two of the most amazing people i have ever met in my life and i feel honored to have such friends as them. sarah and i have been through such incredible things in the past 14 years and always make it through everything. and every experience has made me appreciate her more and more. she has never been afraid to speak her mind and was always honest. never bitter. i'm thankful for ian being such an honest, truthful person who has always known just the right words of advice and comfort. he has seen me in my worst...and didn't think me to be a lesser person. i wish that i would have done more for some of the other wonderful people God has blessed my life with in the past couple of years(laurie, travis, kenny)....but am grateful for the time spent with them and all that i have learned from them. i'm glad also for a special friendship that i gained in this past year...i'm glad that he has already been with me through so much. i'm glad that i got to be with him through his current griefs...and that God has helped us through all of these events. God's love and friendship is the most amazing of all. and i'm glad to celebrate his glory tomorrow. oddly...i'm feeling strong, though shakey at this moment. the present isn't too bright, but the future always is. and God has truly blessed my life.
Merry Christmas, everyone. |
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[Nov. 27th, 2003|10:32 am] |
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Happy Thanksgiving, everyone.
I made a super long list of things that I'm thankful for. Its for my own benefit but its below if you want to read it.
( xxx ) |
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